I’m John also known as JB a Mindset Coach, Business Mentor, Reiki Master, Hypnotherapist

and Core Renewal Therapist.

But truthfully, those titles only scratch the surface.

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I didn’t read this in a book. I lived it. My life hasn’t followed a straight line.

From the age of four, I was surviving more than living - navigating abuse, bullying, addiction,

rejection, homelessness and silence.

 

I was the kid labelled as the problem, bullied at school, pushed aside, beaten, misunderstood

and left to figure it all out alone.

At 11, in a desperate cry for attention, I caused a major fire and stood in Crown Court - terrified, confused

and already feeling like life had written me off.

That was the moment everything changed.

Not in a feel-good, Hollywood-ending way, but in the real way, where you either break or you start rebuilding.

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I’ve rebuilt myself more times than I can count. I’ve been in care, alone in b&b's from 16 and slept in tents across towns, chased work while dragging the weight of unhealed trauma on my back.

And yet, I’ve come to DJ at the world’s biggest clubs, started multiple businesses, mentored others to success

and found ways to rise when no one thought I would.

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Approaching my 30th birthday, the truth hit hard - I was never really wanted by my family.

That realisation broke me open, the illusion of my world turned upside down, which pushed me into

a deep spiritual awakening.

First through a spontaneous Kundalini experience and then through Ayahuasca ceremonies which showed me the key within myself and also to forgive and let go.

What I found underneath wasn’t weakness - it was pure authenticity & inner strenth.

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But the real test came when I stayed around people I trauma-bonded with.

It reopened old wounds I thought i had healed.
For the first time, my usual boundaries weren’t enough. What followed was manipulation, triangulation

and bread-crumbing, emotional tactics that blurred reality and made it nearly impossible to communicate clearly,

trust myself but more so.

I was no longer able to focus and run my business as I lost all sense of self. 

I couldn't see a way out and in December 2023 I almost ended my life because of this one person

and 35 years of trauma back to the surface...

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That’s when everything collapsed. 

"The Dark Night of the Soul" hit like a storm.

It's the point where life strips you bare.

Everything you thought your knew falls away.

Every comfort, belief, technique

and distraction you leaned on stops working.

You’re left with nothing but truth.​

It's not just anger, sadness or loss - it's the doorway.

 

I knew something had to shift and I had a calling for Iboga, which was a profound experience

and peeled back every layer of who I thought I was.

The Iboga helped me to start loving myself again & showed me where I had abandond myself.

But the real work?. That came after. Day by day.

A complete rebuild of the mind, body & soul. Due to this test the universe had put me through,​

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My transformation didn't happen by sitting back and waiting for my life to get better. 

It happened from me owning every choice, every action,

every decision and turning it into fuel.

It came from owning my own darkness and being there for me!

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It takes time and won't happen overnight although it can if  you remove all distractions

and take on board my modalities & techniques. 

I know because 30 years ago when I was overcoming the childhood trauma,

there wasn't mobiles etc to keep me distracted onto that I was trying to escape and heal from.

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I'm not even skimming the surface of my story, but the point isn't to tell it.

It's to inspire you and show you that the power to overcome is already inside you,

no matter what life throws your way. ​

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I built Warrior Mindset Motivation™ for people like me.

people who are done surviving and ready to start rebuilding.

People who don’t need fake gurus - they need grounded truth, emotional strength

and a path they can walk at their own pace.

If that’s you, you’re not alone anymore.

Let’s rebuild - one decision, one shift, one breakthrough at a time.

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JB 🕉️❤️​​​​​​

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